This One Is For You (My Last Video)

Jun 30, 2020
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Thank you for growing up with me over the last 10+ years. We made magic together and being a part of your story has been a profound honor. Thank you for letting me into your homes, your lives and your hearts. I love you. ❤️️
As I close this chapter, I want to leave you with a few people who I think not only represent the future of our collective wellness, but embody it on a daily basis. I encourage you to intentionally invest in their work and give them the love and support you've shown me.
NITIKA CHOPRA - Nitika is the founder of Chronicon and a fierce advocate for the chronic illness community. Through her work, she has created a space for people to feel seen and held when they've often spent many years not being believed by others. I'm so lucky to not only count her as a friend but to know the feeling of that BIG friendship love through her. You can find Nitika on Instagram @nitikachopra and sign up for her newsletter here:
RACHEL RODGERS - Rachel is an IP lawyer and business coach. Her business, Hello Seven helps women scale their businesses to seven figures. I love that she has a holistic approach to money - she doesn't just share tips, she gets you working on the emotional side of money which I've found often gets ignored. But as I've found on my financial journey, how I feel about money and how I interact with money are inextricably tied. If we want to be financially healthy, we have to look at the whole picture and Rachel helps people to do that. I'm currently subscribed to her newsletter and I'm loving it. You can find Rachel's podcast, newsletter and learn more about her services here:
KOMAL MINHAS - Komal is a cancer survivor and resilience educator who I met several years ago in LA when we were both selected as part of Oprah's SuperSoul 100. Komal is the definition of what it means to live with your whole heart. She regularly talks about the things that most people would rather avoid. By just being herself, she's teaching us how to not just be with our own pain, but how to hold others, fully and completely in theirs too. You can find Komal on Instagram @komalminhas. She also has a podcast called Lessons Learned and a newsletter that you can find here:
NICOLE CARDOZA - Nicole is committed to a world where wellness is accessible for everyone. I discovered her more recently through my friend, Nitika (above) and have been loving her work. The beauty and wellness industries have distorted our view of what it means to be well (overwhelmingly catering to thin, wealthy, straight white women without disabilities or chronic conditions) and Nicole is dismantling that. Through Yoga Foster, she brings low-cost mindfulness practices to educators and students. She's also the founder of Reclamation Ventures, a fund that invests in underestimated entrepreneurs. You can find Nicole on Instagram @nicolecardoza and learn more about here work here:
As I mentioned in this video, I won't be posting on USkeys anymore but I'm not disappearing from the internet. I'll still be active in a personal capacity in these places:
My newsletter
Twitter @ingridnilsen
Instagram @ingridnilsen

DISCLAIMER: This video is not sponsored.

  • Jesus look at all those ads

    Ryn McKinRyn McKin28 minutes ago
  • I grew up in a Polish household, around Polish culture and I never considered myself white. It really irks me when people like you put people in a box like that and that I've had all these made up privileges when really I haven't, my parents came to Canada with nothing and built a life for themselves from literally nothing. I'm happy for you for leaving USkeys because it's been a long time coming but I can't stand how Asians like to complain about 'whiteness' around them when that literally means nothing to me.

    randorando54 minutes ago
  • Her viewership in the last year dropped dramatically. What was the reason for it? Was she just looking older and all the young kids no longer looked up to her?

    Jason BourneJason Bourne16 hours ago
  • Best of luck, Ingrid! I will miss your videos in particular your latter ones where you share so much insight on your life and worldview. Thank you for sharing your vulnerabilities with the community. This is very brave and I’m sure liberating for you as well. It’s nice to hear you’re in a better mental space now with loved ones. Don’t hesitate to create occasional updates should you feel comfortable enough. Xoxo

    Ev TorresaniEv Torresani23 hours ago
  • Literally watched you since middle school and this is so sad noo

    bbxbbxDay ago
  • I just wanted to add my voice to the many comments of people who say they grew up with you. I've mostly been a passive spectator during these years on the internet but as time passed I realized how attached I feel with the people I've been following and how you all helped me grew up. I've always thought of you as my friends, being a depressive young adult for many years who relied on youtube and the internet for comfort, and I love feeling that I've been part of your achievements and accomplishments. Having said that: Thank you for sharing your friendship with us Ingrid. I'm very proud of you and I think you are a beautiful human being. I'll be rooting for you and your success in this new chapter of your life.

    Maia MilmanMaia Milman2 days ago
  • i remember watching you since i started middle school and maybe even the end of elementary, now i’m a senior in high school. thank you for providing this content for us and truly giving your all on here. going to miss you and your routines. have a wonderful life ingrid.

    Jennifer HoJennifer Ho2 days ago
  • Thank you Ingrid for everything! I have watched you for 10 years now. Thank you for all the hard work that you do. Good luck on your future! We are always here for you❤️

    Charina VillaricaCharina Villarica2 days ago
  • Never seen your channel before but you lost me at white privilege. Gag. My unarmed brother was murdered by the police when I was 10. He wasn’t committing a crime, so I guess it must have been his “white privilege” that got him murdered... Whenever I hear that term, it just sounds like the person is brainwashed by divisive, far left, Marxist propaganda. Rise above that BS, we are all brothers and sisters. I sincerely wish people would stop taking the race-bait. Our system is an absolute dumpster fire, the entire govt has been captured by criminals and that’s why they want us peasants squabbling amongst ourselves over nonsense and focused on anything except for uniting against the organized crime (govt) which is destroying so many nations right now. Wake up people, we have a chemical weapons manufacturer controlling our entire food supply! We have far bigger problems than the differences of our physical features!!!!

    Ashley LalaAshley Lala2 days ago
  • Wow. Missglamorazzi was the first youtuber I subscribed to on YT many years ago. Thank you for sharing your story and the years spent creating video's for us. ❤️

    MJAAmarieMJAAmarie3 days ago
  • Blair started over and is now in college. So anything is possible. Good luck with you future endeavors and I know you’ll be successful in whatever you pursue

    Latoya DawsonLatoya Dawson3 days ago
  • Thirty one????

    thalia pthalia p3 days ago
  • So many adddddssss 🤪

    Blessed BabeBlessed Babe3 days ago
  • You'll be back

    OmnarratorOmnarrator3 days ago
  • .... you spoke from the heart Ingrid. Again, really going to miss you. Wishing you the very best .. always.

    Susan BuckleySusan Buckley3 days ago
  • I’m going to miss you.. your such a beautiful person.. hugs

    Susan BuckleySusan Buckley3 days ago
  • Tu vas tellement me manquer Ingrid , a bientôt j'espère :)

    NaturElle♡DIYNaturElle♡DIY3 days ago
  • Now I can understand you better. Your mom without knowing it shaped your life in a humongous way.

    All Things WomenAll Things Women3 days ago
  • I tried so hard to make it through this video but there was a commercial every minute and a half.

    SincerelylumleySincerelylumley4 days ago
  • 31 whattttttttttt

    Martha SolomonMartha Solomon4 days ago
  • I just looked her up to see if she was still making content after watching her old beauty videos!

    Zoë KoritkoZoë Koritko4 days ago
  • She'll be back

    18 Wheeler18 Wheeler5 days ago
  • She made sure she was going to make that monaaay on this last video, there was so many ads lmaoo

    GlitterShrekGlitterShrek5 days ago
    • GlitterShrek dude right. I like her a lot but holyyyy cow

      Lacey EmeryLacey Emery3 days ago
  • Old USkeys is dead.

    Helena CunhaHelena Cunha5 days ago
  • I’ve been watching you since middle school and I just remember coming back from school and just binge watching all the “makeup mayhem” videos. You and Michelle Phan were the very first youtubers that I watched multiple times a day. Thank you so much for making me feel confident in makeup and I’m so proud of everything you’ve accomplished. Good luck Ingrid! ❤️

    Dionetta LiDionetta Li6 days ago
  • Thank you for all the years you shared with us. Best of luck Ingrid

    Michelyne PaquinMichelyne Paquin6 days ago
  • I still remember the first time I met you in person. I couldn't stop shaking because I was so excited to be getting a photo and autograph from you, I believe that was about 9 years ago (though my memory there is a bit fuzzy). I've been following you basically since the beginning and have loved getting to learn about you and your life and share in everything with you. Thank you for being around and for continuing to be you and stay true to who you are. Good luck on all your future endeavors

    principessa3xprincipessa3x6 days ago
  • I have never seen any of her videos but it’s always sad to see a creator leave the platform

    Why ThoWhy Tho6 days ago
  • im gonna miss ingrid so much. i support her decision no matter what

    kingtracyykingtracyy6 days ago
  • Can someone tell me what she said, overall? I adore Ingrid but I don’t like such long videos😂💕

    Cris Mejía MedinaCris Mejía Medina6 days ago
  • Good bye, old friend 💖 Thank you for everything. I wish you all the best. 💫

    Mary Jo Bala ToledoMary Jo Bala Toledo6 days ago
  • Why do viewers always come back when a dramatic video is posted ??? Look at all the good content she puts out yet her coming out video and leaving USkeys video is what brings people in to watch people they just can’t get enough of drama and being in the know and what. I hate youtube

    First World ProblemsFirst World Problems6 days ago
  • Loved your video... but just pointing out you said you just discovered USkeys randomly, but in your earlier videos you distinctly gave Shay Carl the credit. Said you were in your car and heard him talking about how much $ he made.

    Harrison BakerHarrison Baker7 days ago
  • sooo many adds.. i guess she’s ending strong

    NJ ENJ E7 days ago
  • really? an add every 2 minutes.

    Isabella AlesandriniIsabella Alesandrini7 days ago
  • dont go away mad...just go away....LOL

    AB NormalAB Normal8 days ago
  • Where do dying USkeysrs get money like im so confused??? Anyone have answers

    Kyle GraemeKyle Graeme8 days ago
    • By this time of their lives, they might have an established career. Change is necessary and normal for everyone. And people lose interest too along the time .I used to be her fan and watched all lively videos of hers and lost interest around 2015.In the same manner even she might have got bored of USkeys and wanted focus on her life.

      sweety heartsweety heart6 days ago
  • We didnt experience any discrimination in our asian family in the US.

    GentleRainGentleRain8 days ago
  • I don't usually comment on USkeys videos, but I have to comment on this one. My teens were full of watching Ingrid's videos! I was 12 when I first started watching missglamorazzi, and I'm now 22. I would just like to say thank you for being a part of my teen/adult years, and for making so many wonderful videos. And thank you for sharing your story in this video, that can't have been easy. Good luck for your next adventure 💕

    Lucie Browne-SaintyLucie Browne-Sainty8 days ago
  • We love you so much Ingrid and are so incredibly proud. Thank YOU.

    Nazifa WazirzadaNazifa Wazirzada8 days ago
  • why am I tearing..this is the first video I've watched of yours..and probably the last.

    Aliax xAriaAliax xAria8 days ago
  • Can someone tell me why there are literally 20 ads in this video??

    Siya1308 chSiya1308 ch8 days ago
    • It's free content for you, do you know!?!

      Su 19Su 192 hours ago
    • I agree. Last video she’s gotta make the most of it I guess.

      C CrystalsC CrystalsDay ago
    • @Paige Peach chillll dude It was a joke

      Siya1308 chSiya1308 ch6 days ago
    • Well pay the money to get on USkeys premium or shut up and deal.

      Paige PeachPaige Peach6 days ago
    • Gotta get that coin

      Pastel LlamaPastel Llama6 days ago
  • OMG IVE LITERALLY WATCHED YOU SINCE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL!! I’m crying at work why did I watch this in my break?!!!! I’m literally heart broken. I’m happy you’re moving on to bigger and better but I’m truly devastated.

    angie rojasangie rojas9 days ago
  • oh my GOD ingrid you have been a huge influence on my life. your vlogmas vlogs were literally what started a toys for tots tradition that has been going on for like 7 years now. i have always looked up to you being around 6 years younger, and you have honestly shaped my life. all the best for what is coming next, and please look after yourself xx

    ZoeZoe9 days ago
  • Hi Ingrid. I used to watch your videos years ago, when I was a teen. Then life got hectic for me. My mom was diagnosed with early onset Alzheimer's disease when I was 11 (she was 52). I've been living the past 14 years of my life feeling so alone, because no one around me had a sick parent. I had to grow up much faster because I had to help my mom, while trying to navigate the teenager phase as normally as I could. She passed away 3 months ago, at 65. Watching your video brought me so many emotions. Back then, I was watching your videos as a way to escape the pain, to distract myself from the harsh reality that I was losing my mom before I even got to know her. Meanwhile, I had no idea you also struggled so much. Hearing your story reminded me that I am not alone, and that I never was. Our stories are very different but I am glad you shared yours, you are so strong and you truly inspire me to keep going.

    Emma TeasdaleEmma Teasdale9 days ago
  • Does she have cancer or is she leaving? It's insane. USkeys isn't real life neither is social media....... Its all a trend.

    mlkamlka9 days ago
    • Oh her parent is. That's sad. My mum died six months ago. Boohoo millennial bull crap.

      mlkamlka9 days ago
  • best youtubers are cancelled or quitting and we're left w all the dumb tik tokkers and ofc the top sh james charles

    Anne SwenAnne Swen9 days ago
  • Ingrid, I have watched your videos sporadically over time based on USkeys recommendations. The title was what got my attention, but I stayed for your story. The suffering you have experienced is profoundly intense. I can never imagine what nightmare you have had to endure for all of these years, but please know that you can start healing your trauma. When my dad died, I went through 14 months of hell, and mental health professionals and prescription medications, (I saw several for over 9 months), did nothing to help. Thank God for USkeys and Reddit recommendations. I found yoga nidra, which fully restored my sleep and stabilized my mood. It was completely free, and it took 97+ hours to completely shift from sleeplessly crying for days without end to enjoying my life more than ever before. Please start:

    Let'sDoMathLet'sDoMath9 days ago

    Lois BertieLois Bertie9 days ago
  • So inspiring how beautifully honest this video is. I think if we all were this open, social media would have an even bigger and better impact

    Jack DodgeJack Dodge9 days ago
  • It’s crazy how much time has gone by! Only realizing now, I have been subscribed since your Missglammorazzi days! I remember the start of Vlogmas and everything! So many amazing years! Thank you 💛 You’ll be missed for sure! All the best in your future!

    Alexandra BlasioAlexandra Blasio9 days ago
  • i suppose if this is her last video it makes sense to have 30 ads throughout...

    Chloe MChloe M10 days ago
  • ☹☹

    adri.adri.10 days ago
  • i am so proud of you, thank you for this video and saying goodbye♥

    taesowujutaesowuju10 days ago
  • Yours was the first makeup video I ever watched on youtube in 8th (I think?) grade. I am now a senior in college and still love makeup thanks to you!!!! sending my love

    Maddie MartinMaddie Martin10 days ago
  • I started watching you way back in early 2010, with the ''BIRCHBOX'' videos. I wasent in your demographics, probably - beeing 30 at the time, but I enjoyed watching your videos so much, specially vlogmas and your DYI's. All the best Ingrid in your new chapter and THANK YOU for sharing a part of yourself with us!

    K LK L10 days ago
  • I am confused. You first said you were discriminated against and then you said you got to where you are because of your white privilege? I'm sure that I am rooting for you too but I'm white. Really what difference does it make?

    5arah15arah111 days ago
  • been watching you from the start with the birchbox unboxings and even before your relationship with luke. it's unreal that this was 10 years...wish you all the best

    stachelbeere91stachelbeere9111 days ago
  • I’m sooo sad but I love you anyways I hope you are doing well 💕😘☺️ you’ve helped me so much Ingrid

    Bianca MoralesBianca Morales11 days ago
  • Seems legit, everyone. Carry on

    Donald John TrumpDonald John Trump11 days ago
  • An actual OG. Onwards. Well done.

    Jacqui MichelleJacqui Michelle11 days ago
  • I admire you so so much, Ingrid. Your coming out video is one that I still think about from time to time, because it resonated a lot with me. I admire your passion when it comes to the issues that you care about, your courage when talking about difficult things in your life, your grace and beauty that radiates from inside, the courage in taking this step without having a plan, and how you've gone through such hardship and haven't let it break you. Hearing your story was heartbreaking but ultimately very inspiring. I'm five years younger than you and I feel like my life is going nowhere, but I feel more okay about my situation after watching your video. You've reminded me that there is always hope, even if the odds are against us, and that I'm not alone. Thank you for everything, and I wish you luck and happiness in this new chapter.

    Moa S AMoa S A11 days ago
  • This was so interesting to watch! I think you have been ready to move on from USkeys for a while! All the best! ❤️

    Katie SmithKatie Smith11 days ago
  • J’étais là à tes débuts, je te suivais du Québec, j’ai perfectionné mon anglais en t’écoutant parler doucement. Je t’aime et je vais m’ennuyer de toi. Bonne chance pour la suite. 👋❤️

    Caroline AprilCaroline April11 days ago
  • I remember first watching your perfectly polished videos back in 2011 when I was in middle school. You have come a long way since then. I wish you the best and know that amazing things are ahead for you Ingrid. ❤️❤️❤️

    Claire SadlowskiClaire Sadlowski11 days ago
  • Thank you, Ingrid

    c cc c11 days ago
  • What an absolute iconic queen 💕👑 I’m like 40 minutes deep in this video and I feel the love and pain and joy and sadness USkeys has been for you. The journey, it feels complete,. The worlds billions of years old, and you exist as the same time as I do 🥺💕 I’m so lucky. Good luck in all you do. You’ll do great at it. 🙌👏

    ѕυммerαɴɢelĸιɴz♡ѕυммerαɴɢelĸιɴz♡11 days ago
  • First and last video I have seen from your channel.

    Eric HighsmithEric Highsmith11 days ago
  • so glad I found you wayyy back as a very broken 13 year old.. you helped that little girl make it through the hardest time of her life. thank you, ingrid 💗

    LightsCamerasAshleyLightsCamerasAshley11 days ago
  • So I went to watch Destin video, interviewing President Obama and from his channel, I found this Sheila. I can't believe the day I found her channel she already had quit USkeys and the first video I ever watched of her was she decided to pull curtains on her USkeys career. I think USkeys's original community is dying, the people that ignited this platform billion dollars earning fortune are fading out, it will not be long that this community will be a part of history. Good luck and Farwell, live your life, Nilsen. I hope one day you will stop by having a look at the void you have left and Light a Candle.

    Pat James DanPat James Dan11 days ago
  • Thank you for all your hard work and lovely content! Lots of luck and only the best wishes for the future xx

    NextToNettyNextToNetty11 days ago
  • Dear Ingrid, I lost my dad five years ago. You never get over it, but you learn to live with the greave and the missing. I have chosen to turn my greave into something positive by thinking that, if I didn’t have greave, the person wouldn’t have mattered to me. And then I focused on all the things (not physical) my dad had learned me and turned me into the person I am today.

    Christina PoulsenChristina Poulsen11 days ago
    • cmclark2013 sorry, I’m not a native English speaker. Have I written something wrong, as I don’t understand your comment

      Christina PoulsenChristina Poulsen11 days ago
    • Learned you? Wow...

      cmclark2013cmclark201311 days ago
  • wtf i used to watch her 4 or 5 years ago and now this was recommend to me.. it made me kinda emotional

    AlinaAlina12 days ago
  • I wish you well beautiful young lady 💋😘 l

    Mary SmithMary Smith12 days ago
  • I am so sad. Yes I am that 30 year old millenial who misses og youtubers. Honestly it hits hard. I feel like I was broken up with 😥

    Jasmin96961Jasmin9696112 days ago
  • social media can be draining. Good to take breaks and unplug.

    Zee AZee A12 days ago
  • ❤️

    ReddieReddie12 days ago
  • What? My heart😭😭😭

    Shalana MannShalana Mann12 days ago
  • ❤️

    AmateurBeautyAddictAmateurBeautyAddict12 days ago
  • Ingrid, you were my middle school & high school years. My real life sister is the same age as you, and we have a strained relationship, and you honestly felt like more of a sister to me. I would follow your makeup tutorials and wear your outfits to school or the mall with my friends. I definitely grew up with you. I grew up LEARNING from you. And now I get to see you move onto to the next chapter of your life and I get to learn something from this too. Thank you, Ingrid. You made an impact on me.

    Harley ShanksHarley Shanks12 days ago
  • Thank you Ingrid.

    Milly ThersonMilly Therson12 days ago
  • Can I have your channel?

    EverenfernoEverenferno12 days ago
  • Good luck & do what your heart desires and just be in a moment of happiness and we will miss you. I think you have been a brilliant persona and one of the peeps that started and had a real platform and I liked original people not the millions of newbies one who r doing it for the wrong reasons, you came here with a reason. Lots love ♥️

    Nessie's MakeupNessie's Makeup12 days ago
  • Love you. Here for you if you need anything

    Amber CamilleriAmber Camilleri13 days ago
  • Gotta binge watch this channel now 🏃

    just another humanjust another human13 days ago
  • Sometimes you need to close one door so you can see what is behind another one.

    EtigressEtigress13 days ago
  • i’m crying:(((

    InfiniteAwesomeness11InfiniteAwesomeness1113 days ago
  • You don't know how much you helped me when I was so confused with my sexuality back in 2015. Thank you Ingrid ❤️

    Dani MawacDani Mawac13 days ago
  • Wov Ingrid, sending you you muchos muchos ♥️

    Nessie's MakeupNessie's Makeup13 days ago
  • I started watching cuz of that one dude perfect video u were in

    3VAN CHEN3VAN CHEN13 days ago
  • I love you! Thank you for everything 💜

    Mykee xMykee x14 days ago
  • Oof

    BionicallyAComputerBionicallyAComputer14 days ago
  • this makes me sad.... youtube used to be my safe place, watching all kinds of youtubers and so much variety.... now most of them have either quit or don’t post as much anymore and it’s understandable.... everyones growing, everyones moving forward with their lives. it just makes me sad :(

    queenqueen14 days ago
  • Ingrid ending her channel at 3.6 million subscribers vs. me dreaming of having a USkeys channel community with zero subscribers at the moment. (Just my bf)

    Ximena VasquezXimena Vasquez14 days ago
  • Ingrid Nislen my first video, that I've watched of yours was when you made Mac and Cheese. From the moment I watched that video I feel in love with the channel. I'm gonna miss watching you. Love you so much.

    Zack SteinZack Stein14 days ago
  • I love how you are raw and honest to the end and admit that you don't have a plan. that is so relatable and i know you'll do great things ingrid! We're here to support you

    Chicken_nuggetsChicken_nuggets14 days ago
  • ur r so pretty

    Saanjh PooSaanjh Poo14 days ago
  • 🤦🏻‍♀️

    LoveLove14 days ago
  • Thank you for all you did these years, growing and coming into more and more authenticity. I started following you during Missglamorazzi times and resonated with your content more and more as time went by. Especially when you first went to NYC, that was my dream as well and I thought of you when I finally went there (I've watched your 50 things I love about NYC a zillion times). I always tear up a bit watching the freedom tower on 6th avenue :) anyway I loved who you were but I love who you've become even more - more true to who you really are. Wishing you the best for the future and for this time of processing and making space for the new :) Love you Ingrid !

    leonoresalmantineleonoresalmantine14 days ago
  • You are very articulate, you should do smth related to that 😉

    VannessazVannessaz14 days ago